How do things change so quickly?

How come last week I was happy, excited and anxious for this weekend, and this week I've been crying and wishing this weekend wouldn't come?

Now, I'm not trying to be all emo/depressing, I'm just wanting an answer to my question. How do things change so quickly?

How come last week I felt like I had a group of great group of best friends, and now something has changed and I don't have them anymore? Do I really have to go through loosing my best friends for a third time in my teenage life?

Why is it that I am being proscuted for reacting to someone else's wrongdoings? Why is this person slowly tearing up my friendship with that great group being treated like God? Why isn't she ever called upon when she does things wrong?

I'm not understanding why I feel bad. I didn't do anything wrong except react. That person was the one who did the wrong thing.
Now that this has happened, I feel like I've lost a group of friends, and lost something that made me very happy.

I feel like it's gone, and there's hardly a chance for it coming back unless something massively changes, which it won't.

Don't read this and think I am going into some depression and am gonna start freaking out. I'm not. I'm simply venting. If you do read this, thanks.

Heather

And here is how I am going to start ending my blogs, with a Bible verse pertaining to my blog.

John 13:34

"A new commandment I give unto you, that ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love another."

"New semester, new life."

True. In some aspects anyway.

I've now started back up at my high school, and am quite happy with it. I get to see my friends, I have awesome classes, and the odd cute guy thrown in here and there helps as well. :) Today, was a good day. As I came from school to 17 thirty second clips of Celtic Thunder's new show "It's Entertainment", releasing a week from today. They did not dissapoint, and left me speechless once again. I got goosebumps from thirty second clips. Do not doubt these singer's power over you. It is quite amazing. Next week is the last round of American Idol auditions, and then it's onto Hollywood! Yes! Now I can finally start picking out my favorites. Glee returns in two months. Let me just tell you, I AM STOKED. Cory Monteith?! Yeah, I am pretty much in. love. with him. :) I am big music junkie, ifff you couldn't tell. So, I have no idea if anyone actually reads this...but I've ALWAYS wanted to blog. So, here I am. Blogging. Take it or leave it. :)

Off to finish homework now,

your.......*will think of clever blog sign off later*

Heather